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  <title>kaylee rae S</title>
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    <name>kaylee rae S</name>
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  <updated>2008-07-06T23:00:05Z</updated>
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    <title>roldie @ 2008-07-06T18:59:00</title>
    <published>2008-07-06T23:00:05Z</published>
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    <content type="html">i just deleted my myspace.. ahhhh :]</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:roldie:5132</id>
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    <title>My God</title>
    <published>2008-06-21T02:03:31Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-21T02:03:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I am lonely</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:roldie:4882</id>
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    <title>EXCITMENT</title>
    <published>2008-06-03T20:13:57Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-03T20:13:57Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Across the Universe-The Beatles</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Last year my aunt and uncle, who live in Argentina, told me to come visit practically whenever I felt like it or find the time. I haven't really thought about it since then, but now that summer's here I'm thinking about how eager I am to go. So I'm thinking of bringing it up with my mom. I don't really have a lot planned so far, other than getting a job, and I just think it could be the best thing to happen to me. My aunt and uncle are just about the coolest, funniest, nicest, smartest, most cultured people I know. They're both artists and travel all the time. They really are some of the most fascinating people I've talked to. So you can only imagine why I would want to go live with them for a month. On a more materialistic note, I'm SERIOUSLY considering getting extenions. I'm in need of a change and I already did the whole hacking all my hair off. I probably will make an appointment for when I am done with school so I if I hate it I won't feel self conscious about it at school and everyone's reaction. IDK. So much to think about out. AND FINALS. Gah.</content>
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    <title>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME</title>
    <published>2008-05-30T03:25:15Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-30T03:25:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">macbook-check!&lt;br /&gt;great food-check!&lt;br /&gt;great company-check!&lt;br /&gt;great presents-check!&lt;br /&gt;great weekend celebration plans-check!&lt;br /&gt;AMAZING BIRTHDAY-CHECK!!</content>
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    <title>roldie @ 2008-05-28T22:46:00</title>
    <published>2008-05-29T02:53:59Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-29T02:53:59Z</updated>
    <content type="html">WELP! Tonight is officially my last night of being 16! All day today I was pretty mellow about it being my birthday, like 17 is no biggie, but now.. okay I'm pretty excited! Most of the excitement is due to rumors of me getting a macbook, which is really the only thing that I wanted. I am a little bummed though, because my dad and grammie are pretty much blowing off my birthday. It's not like that totally ruins my birthday but still, I'm a little upset and I think that's pretty reasonable. I don't know, I just hope that tomorrow is good! I've never had a bad birthday really, and I obviously don't want to change that! But another thing is that I have to stay after school to make up labs!!?? Not really how I wanted to celebrate, but WHATEVER. As long as I get my mac, I will be fine haha.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:roldie:4284</id>
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    <title>well hellloooo livejournal!</title>
    <published>2008-01-11T22:30:25Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-11T22:30:25Z</updated>
    <lj:music>That 70s Show</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Alrighty, so there really isn't anything too special in my life going on right now, but I just really really felt like posting. So! Here goes! In school we are pretty much just reviewing for mid-terms next week. Normally, mid-terms stress me out, but not this year!! Because this year, after I'm all done with tests, I'M TRANSFERRING BACK TO ARLINGTON :D I couldn't be happier, honestly. I have been so down because of stupid Brewster High School, but that will be all over in no more than two weeks. It's not that it's a terrible school or anything, I just miss everyone at Arlington real bad. The only real downfall about moving back to Pleasant Valley is that the tennis club will be a 40 minute drive again, which.. sucks. But I'd say its a pretty good compromise. Hmm well now I'm bored. I have to watch Benjamin for now while my mom watches some kids match. Granted That 70's show is on so I'm not too miserable, but still! It's Friday and I have plans, plans that can't take place till my mom comes back. Ughhh well this post has been sufficientlly lame. I really lost my will to type so I guess that is all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace LJ</content>
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    <title>long time, no updating</title>
    <published>2007-12-14T23:42:13Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T23:42:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Wow, it has been a really long time since I've posted. Well first of all, I can't believe how soon Christmas is! December is just flying by. It does somewhat stress me, however, because I am slacking on the present shopping.. Ugh! Anyways, tonight I am stuck at home babysitting and will probably just lounge around on the couch and eat too much. See, I was supposed to go to my tennis clubs holiday party, but the person I was planning on going with isn't my "significant other" so he got told by one of the people in the office that he couldn't bring me. Which is a bummer, but I'll live. Then, A CERTAIN SOMEONE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME OVER *AHEM*CAIA*AHEM* but plans got changed. So! Now I'm watching friends and its the episode where Paulo cheats on Rachel..perhaps it's a good thing that tonight isn't too wild or anything, seeing as how I'll be up at 9am too go train. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay this post is seriously lacking interest so I'm going to write what is actually on my mind. My friend Kacey has a brother, Aaron, who I went to school with last year. Aaron has a friend who we refer to as "Skinny Jeans".. he wears them a lot. Alright, so, Skinny Jeans was in my English class last year and is.. so..so..so HOT! And! Aaron and Kacey want to set me up with him, so tomorrow night I'm sleeping over at their house in hopes of.. "doing it up", or "getting on that" aha.. Hopefully it goes well. I'm feeling a little awkward actually because Aaron already told Skinny Jeans that I think he's hot and that I'm interested.. Ughh.. I'll try not to chicken out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I actually have a ton more on my mind but I feel like I'm just rambling and that this isn't interesting in the least bit. So, that's all for now I suppose.</content>
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    <title>my god</title>
    <published>2007-10-05T00:11:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-10-05T00:11:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i really need to give the whole not eating thing a go</content>
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    <title>:D</title>
    <published>2007-09-26T03:46:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-26T03:46:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i have a boyfriend now, i really really was enjoying being single, but this is nice for a change. ive never been one of those people who gets all needy and upset if they arent with someone. i like my own space and having time for myself. but i think seeing as how its been.. hmm 4 months since ive dated someone, that this will be good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;probably my shortest post ever. but that was really all i had to say so..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;g'night lj.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:roldie:2954</id>
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    <title>roldie @ 2007-07-14T20:42:00</title>
    <published>2007-07-15T01:20:02Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-15T01:20:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ahh man these past three weeks have been tennis tennis tennis! camp is really fun, and i know im getting better. but its taking up a lot of time and i have to get up at like, 7 every morning. but this next week is my last and then i leave in saturday to flooorrriiidaaa&amp;lt;3 and im awfully excited. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so basically the daily routine is &lt;br /&gt;7am- get up, dressed, eat&lt;br /&gt;7:50am- leave the house&lt;br /&gt;8am- pick up chloe&lt;br /&gt;9am- get at tennis club and chill with really awesome staff&lt;br /&gt;10am- start... with warm up, just running 20 laps and then sit ups, push ups, things like that. its not bad unless we have to do lunges for like, 3 laps. thats just annoying. so then we split into groups of like 3-5 kids per/court per/coach, and do drills and play games.&lt;br /&gt;12pm- lunch break. the foods not so hot though i leave with my step dad to thise deli&lt;br /&gt;1pm- match play. all the kids get together and then get assigned an opponent and court, play a set, then switch. this is really good practice unless there is an odd amount of kids in which case the 20 year old coach makes me sit and talk with him... hes really chill, but a coach and thats totally innapropriate.&lt;br /&gt;3pm- conditioning. the one thing i dont like about being a tennis player. its gotten better though, my trainer has eased up a lot since the firt day. &lt;br /&gt;4pm- donnnneee&amp;lt;3 get home and try to make use of whatevers left of the day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is monday-friday so my weekends=gold. today was so great cause i slept in and didnt have to be productive at all. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;in other news, my tennis"partner" emi has a friend visiting from paris for three weeks. they grew up together in japan and their moms kept in touch, so mari decided to come for a visit. unfortunatly for me, mari happens to be smokin. and heres the unfortunate part.. mari is techincally still a girl.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeahhh. i guess a few years ago he decided he was a boy trapped in a girls body, or something along those lines. but anyways, maris 18 and bulgarian, lived in japan, and now lives in france. and has a hot french accent. hes going to art school soon, because hes an insanely talented artist, has been playing guitar for the past two years, smokes, and happen to dress like my ex boyfriend. we've been hanging out a bunch lately and im really not a lesbian. but.. yea.. its tough. i wish emi never told me he used to be a girl, because theres seriously no way of telling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well.. i cannot believe i just admitted to that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; oh!! but theres also someone im attracted to that is totally and completely male. hes friends with this guy,dan, that works at the tennis club. hes 16 and plays squash and is so so cute. everything was going great, we were flirting and it was totally casual. and then my mom had to go and say something to dans cousin, amanda, who also works there. amanda went and told dan who told the guy that i was interested. i felt so 6th grade about it all but perhaps it was for the better because amanda said he got really excited to hear i was asking about him. which i wasnt. but whatever. we are now facebook friends and have been talking. hes ok, not incredibly fascinating, but very very attractive. which is always nice. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but on the other hand tom, the guy ive been crushing on for quite sometime, and myself.. are official friends with benefits:]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats three.. plus two more that im not about to write about.&lt;br /&gt; i have got my hands full.</content>
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    <title>i am so lazy</title>
    <published>2007-06-04T03:43:01Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-04T03:43:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i need to start writing more regularly, i love doing it, i just get so lazy. this past tuesday i turned 16:DDDDDD im so happy. its like FINALLY! i really cannot wait to start driving around with my friends and not having to rely on anyone for rides. the day before my birthday we didnt have school cause it was memorial day weekend, so my mom and her fiance took me to nyc for some shopping. free people and urban outfitters are so incredible, i want all of their clothes. that day was really fun. the next day at school, everyone was so sweet, people were giving me balloons and cupcakes and brownies and presents all day, it was really fun. when i got home i was supposed to go to tennis but i decided i really didnt want to spend my birthday at the tennis club. so instead i had some friends come over for a while and then went out to dinner with my family. food was amazing and so was the company. this week went by really fast, especially cause i stayed home wednesday :] all we've been doing in school is reviewing for finals and regents, so basically i havent had to pay attention too much which is great. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday night i went to the mall with my mom and little brothers. we got real good coffee and then went to zumiez where i got more insence(sp?) and SKATEBOARD!&amp;lt;3!!! that was my 12 year old brothers birthday present to me. its so pretty and i cant wait for it to stop raining so much so i can ride it. im not good.. im learning though. so friday night i watched a that 70s show marathon and tried to make plans with a friend but they had an early curfew so it wasnt gonna happen. i ended up falling asleep at like 2am and woke up at 12. i had to babysit my little brother until 5, so i just watched a bunch of movies all day like, here on earth, never been kissed, and get over it. all were pretty good and/or real real funny. oh! and fight club! so then at like 8 my friend and her mom picked me up and we went to the drive in to see pirates. we met up with two of our other friends and set up blankets outside our cars, but it started to seriously downpour so we had to stay in our cars the whole time. johnny depp is so hot.. and orlando bloom.. wow. the movie was pretty good, but very confusing at times. so the movie was over at like 11 and we decided to skip out on the next one, the invisible, and call it a night. i got back to my house to find my mom and her boyfriend watching the french open, so i joined in and they surprised me with some more birthday presents. i stayed up all night watching tv on my couch and ended up crashing there at like 3am. then this morning i woke up at like 12 and my mom and i went to breakfast together. then we went and picked up caia and brought her back to my house. we just chilled and talked for a few hours, until 4:30 when we had to get ready to go to dinner with my dads family, consisting of him, his girlfriend, her son, my dads mother and father. and then also my younger brothers, my sister, her boyfriend, caia, vanessa, and vanessas brother ian. got some pretty good presents. good food. and real crappy brownie sundaes. they were so bad.. the whole time at dinner my dad, his girlfriend, and her son seriously said like two words to me. it was kind of upsetting cause my dads never like that. i dont know, maybe they were in a bad mood. but still i had fun with my friends, we were reminiscing on like junior high. it was hilarious and we got "shh"ed a bunch cause we were laughing so loudly. vanessa, caia, and i kept on getting up to go do the whole gal pals thing in the bathroom and just talk. that was pretty fun, probably why people were mad at us.. oh well, im allowed to be selfish on my birthday, arent i? well anyways my sister then took caia home and i got back and saw my older brother with a bunch of his friends in the driveway which is weird cause i barely see him anymore.. its nice when he comes and visits though, i miss him. soooooooooooo i went inside and unpacked all the stuff i got, chilled in the kicthen with everyone and had one of those oatmeal creme pie things. a maz ing omg. after that i went in my room and made plans to have caia and tom come over on saturday to swim and smoke haha i cannot wait. last time we hung out together it was so so much fun. they both are really funny together. and now im trying to stay awake long enough to finish this. tomorrow i have to get up at like 5:30 to iron my clothes and hopefully not die from another day of un-airconditioned school. i literally almost passed out friday in english, it was so scary. well i guess im pretty much done writing. i probably wont post again until this weekend when i have something halfway interesting to talk about&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       g'night livejournal</content>
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    <title>everything is.. wrong</title>
    <published>2007-05-20T16:08:44Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-20T16:08:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i dont even know exactly when or how things got to this point, but they did. in three weeks ill be going to court over custody. im basically fucked. my mom thinks im this criminal. when really i am an honest to God good person. i wish i could just rewind to a couple months ago and do things over. she has no trust or hope in me anymore and it breaks my heart. why would i steal $800 from my little brother? why would intentionally lie to her about sleeping over at my friends house, when i knew it would be ok? why would i lie about getting permission to go to some party, when i had to call my mom and ask again anyway? i dont understand it. and even if i really did do all these things she thinks, im a fucking teenager. im allowed to be a screw up, arent i? arent i supposed to mess up and learn from my mistakes? it doesnt seem to be that way right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; i really just need change.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i am truly, deeply sorry if ive hurt you caia, ive been an over-reacting paranoid bitch lately. and its so unfair that im taking this out on you. i hope you can forgive me and that we can just move on like we always do. to be honest, thats one thing i like about our friendship, is that we DO fight. we arent afraid of eachother and you know me well enough to know that no matter what we'll always be there for eachother. so, i hope youre going to read this and maybe this will be a good enough explanation for whatevers been up with me lately. love you!!</content>
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    <title>im doing a terrible job of updating..</title>
    <published>2007-05-05T21:01:10Z</published>
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    <content type="html">caia this post is mainly for you so that you can stay focused on your thesis and not have to deal with me calling you and gushing about this cute guy.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;on monday, i made plans to go over to toms house, i barely know this kid but hes mad hot and really really nice so when he invited me over.. i was not about to say no! so yesterday i missed the bus, ended up getting to school around the middle of seventh period(really really not my fault!) and then sitting through what was left of biology and watching the most boring movie ive seen in my whole life. it was about organisms in forests and what role they play in their habitat, it was actually totally uneducating because all they talked about was squirrel sex! and showed it too!hfdskajhhjfkdhjhgjfdghdshgkfds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hokay! so since it was a B day,i had a double period of bio and we just kind of did nothing cause we had a sub and she was pretty useless. so the bell rings and i seriously get mad butterflies in my stomach as im walking to my locker. i met up with emi and she walked me out to the bus. but from then on i was on my own. i get on the bus and see tom and his friends waving me to come to the back. so i go to the back and they are all talking about weed, as usual, and so i sit down and join in. as we got to my stop, tom and his friend kevin were just sitting there shouting to the front of the bus to keep on going and that i wasnt getting off, i was going home with tom. everyones head turned around (particularly this one group of girls, because they all think tom is really hot and have hated me since he said one word to me) so we're on the bus for about another fifteen minutes and it was kind of weird cause i dont normally sit with these kids, although ive been invited too everyday this past week, it still is a little uncomfortable. but that didnt last too long and before i know it we were at toms house. his driveway is a mountain, and my thighs were killing me from tennis the day before so that was really my least favorite part of the night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; so we finally get up to his house and as soon as i walk in i see these like, glass tank cage things only to find a snake and this crazy lizzard thing, they were so rad. we go inside and no one was home and then walks in his younger step brother, who was totally adorable. we go back outside to try and find toms dad, because he still didnt even know i was there which i felt kind of bad about, but what are you gonna do? okkkk so i turn around to go back inside and BAM these two HUGE dogs are right there next to me, but they were so so so so cute!!! and so nice, they were like fighting for my affection, it was the sweetest thing.  alright so we go back inside and go into his room, which walls are covered with posters of some of my favorite bands, i love this kid, seriously. anddddd so yeah we seriously talked for like four hours straight about like.. everything! anddd then we head back down to the bottom of his driveway and smoke. then after the hike back up, toms friend kevin, who ive met on the bus, calls to say he wants to come over before tom goes to his moms house for the weekend. soooo he gets there like a minute after that and back to the driveway! we get down to the bottom and smoke some more, then head into the woods for some "tree tipping" which is basically cow tipping but instead with these huge dead trees. i nearly got my face taken off by one, it was SO scary, but really really funny. so then after a while of just running through the woods, doing absolutely nothing we go back to this road and watch as tom tries to impress us on his skateboard. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and once again, i have a near death experience. so we're in the middle of the road and all of a sudden this 18 wheeler comes out of NOWHERE beeping his horn like crazy!! so kevin and i head one way, while tom, being the genius that he is, decides to run to the side of the road which is farthest from him. so he has his skateboard in his hands and we literally run right into eachother, and his board messed my wrist up and now i have this grody ass scab and i accidentally punched him square in the chest. but man. were we scared. and then like, after a minute of shaking, we start laughing hysterically, like, rolling on the ground. oh my god, it was really really funny. okkk so we head back over to the driveway and we are waiting for toms mom to come get us. so we get in the car and head back up to the house so tom can pack for his moms. andd kevin decides to spray me down with mens cologne so i dont reek like weed, which was a pretty good idea. so tom says bye to his dad and we get back out to the car, where kevin has to leave us to go see his girlfriend. hes a really chill guy and it was mad fun hanging out with him. soooooo im in the car with tom and his mother, they are really quite adorable together, hes like, the epitome of a mommas boy. they were singing sublime together and everything. we get to my house around nine something and tom makes me give him his hat back that i had been wearing all night and supposedly look "crazy gangsta " in. i told his mom it was nice meeting her and i say goodbye to tom. i get inside my house to see my cute ass little brothers crashed on the couch and head upstairs and pass out on my bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was a mad fun day and i decided i most defintaley like someone :]</content>
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    <title>a little updating....</title>
    <published>2007-02-18T19:36:47Z</published>
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    <content type="html">friday night was the tca lock-in. my original plan was to get high at my house with a friend.. but i bailed cause my other friends are better. and so is the lock-in. i got there an hour earlier than i was supposed to and amazingly the only other people that were early also were MA HOMIEZZZZ. eventually some one came and opened the school for us and let us in from the freezing cold. around 9 everyone had showed up just in time to be watching my mad b-ball skillz. from then on, im not too sure what happend. a lot of squeezing males breasts, playing the new nintendo wii, running around, getting taken to "jail",  a leg wound, some reallyyyyy bad egg casarole, and sleeping in a hallway huddled together with caia, my brother, and my brothers bestie. my mom picked me, caia, and my brother up about an hour after everyone else had left. i fell asleep in the car while we dropped caia off, went to the chiropractor, dropped my brother off at work, and then eventually came home, by now it was like, 9 in the morning, so i went off to sleepppppppppppppppppp :DDD. and then my alarm went off an hour later. because saturday = work... i could barely stand up, i was so so so so tired.so i get home later, call vanessa(my brother, williams,  bestie, ians, older sister) and we decide to go get her friend tori and then shopping for my moms birthday, which led to getting ice cream at coldstone- really good btw.. then going to vanessas house and getting changed,then picking up six other people, which adds up to eight people in a car thats meant for about five. maybe. it was all fun and games, then we went to dunkin donuts for gas, cigarettes, and then somehow some absolute vodka showed up. that was a mistake, cause by the end of the night, one of our friends was rather terribly wasted. but il get to that later. so then we went to club crannel for some guys band that i didnt know, but apparently one of the girls i was with and him are tight. but that was cool, did  little dancing, some moshing and some drinking. from there we went to the arlington diner and humiliated ourselves, again, cause the drunken ass girl. i felt bad for vanessa cause she was the one kind of responsible for her, and she was the driver. so after some ice cream, waffles and soup. yummmmm. we leave. only to have a popo on our ass the whole way to my house. we were freaking out, thanks to the excess amount of people illegally shoved in the back and the empty bottle of vodka didnt help either. so the guy follows us for like twenty minutes, and then we turn onto my road and all is well, because he finally stopped following us. this morning i woke up around twelve, and found my aunt and uncle here from argentina (!!!!!!!) i love them, they are so rad, and really amazing artists too. so i quickly cleaned up my room and moved on into the "tennis office" which will be my room for the next week or so. and now im sitting in the "office" chair, starving to death and wondering how the hell ill be able to survive this week full of people in my house that their 1st language is spanish, and dont really do the whole english thing( not only my aunt and unlce, but my moms fiances parents are here also... they cant speak english)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;goodddddddddd times..</content>
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    <title>LALALLA</title>
    <published>2007-01-22T02:04:02Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-22T02:04:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the slip "even rats"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so ma bestie and i made up, and its awesome cause i HATE fighting. this weekend has been really good. it started out friday afternoon with my private tennis lesson from 3-4 for, then sitting at home watching the 2nd season of that 70s show, when my friend mikey called and suggested we go play tennis. so i was at the club from 9-10 and then went and got dunkin donuts cause it was FREEZING. then i got home and chilled in my bed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;saturday (MY LITTLE BROTHERS 4TH BIRTHDAY)morning was good like the past 2 have been. 11-12 i worked (helping my tennis coach teach the younger kids.. pretty neat) and then played with my friend emi, then had my lesson from 1-2:30. that was neat. so then i get home and help my mom plan my little brothers pirate themed tennis party. he is so cool. so we left the house at 5 and went and set up. the party turned out to be pretty rad. my friends emi, connor, mikey, and a few others came and we def had fun chilling with the little kids there. soo yeah that was fun but akward cause mikeys friend was hitting on me.. weird. sooooo then we went home and i fell asleep again to the sounds of that 70s show, i seriously can not get enough of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;soooo sunday i actually went to church, and it was cool. everyone was nice to me i guess cause i never go and they were stoked? whatev, it was nice and im going next week too. so i get home and get changed to go play at vassar, where i meet up with emi and connor, connnors dad and uncle and everyone. we played for 3 hours and it was great. but then my mom and her boyfriend insisted that connor came over. and while hes a sweet kid and everything, i wasnt really feeling it. so we get to my house and are making connor an account on face book, eating chinese food, talking, and playing ping pong OH! and we watched some of hannah montana, i love that show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so all in all its been a fun day, and im so so stoked cause i have school tomorrow, and then thats it! i only have to go in on thursday at like 12 for my math regents and thats it!!!!!!!!!!! i love arlington.. sometimes..</content>
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    <title>hjdkshfjksh</title>
    <published>2007-01-17T01:13:22Z</published>
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    <content type="html">today has been.. not a good one. i had the hardest time waking up this morning, almost missed my bus,slept through all of my morning classes and my friend ,matts, girlfriend broke up with him for no reason.. the kid was heart broken. it was so sad. so then at the end of the day i had to go to detention( for listening to my ipod walking through the halls.. so lame) and it was incredibly boring and stupid. well, except for the fact that i got to sit near this guy i kinda know and have a crush on. so that was good.. but then yeah i had to wait outside in the cold for my older sister friend to come pick me up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got home and realized i had a while until i had to leave, so i watched some of season one of that 70s show and ate some graham crackers.. yeah. so then my mom drops me off at pds and i go see caia and walk into the theatre just to find out that i missed my little brothers band play.. im pissed about that. but then clay was making me laugh with his hard core head banging and caias, his and mines hand holding. i love that kid. so then this CRAZY russian band plays.. i really dont even know how i would begin to describe it. it was insane, they were awesome. soooo then my friend vanessa takes me and my brother home andddd now i am about to watch the rest of season one and do some english homework.. and sleep :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;goodnight lj</content>
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    <title>boredom</title>
    <published>2007-01-15T21:39:47Z</published>
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    <lj:music>frou frou -let go</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i woke up at 8:30 today and quickly got dressed and ate breakfast as i waited for my friend, emi, to get dropped off. from my house, me, emi, my mom, and her boyfriend, johnny (he teaches a tennis)  went to Vassar college where we met up with johnnys student- connor, connors dad, and connors CRAZY ass uncle billy. we played tennis for about 2 hours and then decided to call it a day and head towards the indoor pool. i personally was not about to get in a bathing suit in front of connor, he like... i dont know if he still does but apparantly he used to be in love with me. so yeah connor and johnny jump in the pool and my mom, emi and i just sit down and wait. but then these two GORGEOUS college students come to practice diving? yeah.. but then of course they were in akward speedo type..things..yeah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so as it turns out, connors sixteenth birthday is tomorrow, so we head back to the tennis courts and like had a cake and candles and sang and stuff. it was fun, and connor is a sweetheart. but then my mom and johnny had to make things uncomfortable by saying to emi and i about who should kiss connor for his birthday..???? it was SO not cool, i mean he was right there and it was just bad news.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;soooo then we get changed and emi and i go back home to find my little brother william, and his friend ian chillingggg on the couch. so i start playing guitar hero, a truly amazing game. and then we make macaroni and cheese and chocolate milk. after like 20 minutes of trying to make a plan, we leave emi at my house for her mom to pick her up and then ian, william, my mom and i head to brandons house for band practice. but brandon wasnt home yet.. so we just raid his room! we found a vhs of babe.. the pig movie, and some water shoes and a few other things. so then we hear someone downstairs and we come running out and are like "HEY BRANDON WATSGOOD WEWERENTINYOURROOM.." yeah. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and now im sitting on a couch, using brandons sweet ass laptop listening to frou frou and the distant sound of boys playing video games and brandon tuning his guitar. and now we're having an in depth conversation about school and friends.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeahhhh</content>
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    <title>:D</title>
    <published>2007-01-15T02:36:20Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-15T16:10:56Z</updated>
    <lj:music>taking back sunday- liar, it takes one to know one</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;font face="verdana" size="1"&gt;today has been a great day. i woke up randomly in my living room and started to make breakfast and text caia, and then we made plans for me to go to her house. so i get there and we watch the first half of harold and kumar go to white castle, and then decide to go for a walk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so although it was raining, we leave her house and head towards rite aid, and on the way bump into a rather frightening character, who advises caia to put her hood up because it was raining.. not that we knew it was raining already.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we then start to RUN to rite aid out of fear of the crazy man, and go get some hershey bars, sour patch kids, red bull, ice cream and then head back to her house. after getting situated again with our freshly made smores, we unpause the movie and eat! man.. best movie ever, no lie. i truly enjoyed it except for getting insanely nauseous from drinking too much red bull in too short amount of time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then we talk to caias friend clay and some racial slurs are exchanged and watched flava of love and i love new york. damn, that bitch is crazyyyyyy but i couldnt seem to stop watching! so then my little brother and his friend ian show up to pick me up but i refuse to leave without another smore!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after a long ride home with those boys in the backseat making strange noises and remarks i get home and seriously feel disgusting.i ate way too much today :/ but it was worth it! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;man, good times.&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Hello</title>
    <published>2007-01-15T00:04:23Z</published>
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    <content type="html">&lt;font face="verdana" size="1"&gt;Hello new Livejournal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Caia is amazing...&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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